I'm just one of those genetically obese people. I will have to work my ass off to be slim and fit.
It had been 222 days since everyone last played the Wii Fit. I gained 16 pounds. What the fuck. I mean, what the fuck am I doing? I know I was getting larger; clothes I was excited to wear again were getting too tight. It's my binge eating. I ate too much candy around Halloween. I ate whole boxes of crackers or cookies. I ate enough for 2 or 3 meals in one setting. What can I do to stop?
Why am I not naturally petite and slim? I am sorry to those who may be offended, but how is being too skinny the same? It's fucking easy to gain weight - eat more! How is that as difficult and painful as exercising and starving yourself? Yes, starving! I've tried eating less than 1500 calories per day, and I will get hypoglycemic, headache, crabby, nauseous, shaky, unfocused and faint. How can I exercise and survive on a low calorie diet? How can I burn more than I consume when I have to work 10-hour days and raise a family? Where are my answers?
So obviously I'm feeling negative and in a rut. It has been 32 days since I joined the gym, and have worked out a minimum of 45 minutes 15 times. Also, because of my workouts, I have had less time to overeat and/or sit on my ass. I have been more conscious if I do eat out; choosing grilled chicken over processed beef, vegetables over potatoes, small portions instead of large. Have I lost weight since I joined the gym? That's a big fat no. It can't be the stupid muscle mass thing because I'm not lifting weights that much.
That being said, I am still tobacco free! Woo hoo.
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